place in this state also； in the world of work and man's
convention。
She was isolated now from the life of her childhood； a
foreigner in a new life； of work and mechanical consideration。
She and Maggie； in their dinner…hours and their occasional teas
at the little restaurant； discussed life and ideas。 Maggie was a
great suffragette； trusting in the vote。 To Ursula the vote was
never a reality。 She had within her the strange； passionate
knowledge of religion and living far transcending the limits of
the automatic system that contained the vote。 But her
fundamental； organic knowledge had as yet to take form and rise
to utterance。 For her； as for Maggie； the liberty of woman meant
something real and deep。 She felt that somewhere； in something；
she was not free。 And she wanted to be。 She was in revolt。 For
once she were free she could get somewhere。 Ah； the wonderful；
real somewhere that was beyond her； the somewhere that she felt
deep； deep inside her。
In ing out and earning her own living she had made a
strong； cruel move towards freeing herself。 But having more
freedom she only became more profoundly aware of the big want。
She wanted so many things。 She wanted to read great； beautiful
books； and be rich with them； she wanted to see beautiful
things； and have the joy of them for ever； she wanted to know
big； free pe