of place it was to be she did not ask herself。 The blind desire
drove her on。 She must take her place。
She knew she would never be much of a success as an
elementary school teacher。 But neither had she failed。 She hated
it; but she had managed it。
Maggie had left St。 Philip's School; and had found a more
congenial post。 The two girls remained friends。 They met at
evening classes; they studied and somehow encouraged a firm hope
each in the other。 They did not know whither they were making;
nor what they ultimately wanted。 But they knew they wanted now
to learn; to know and to do。
They talked of love and marriage; and the position of woman
in marriage。 Maggie said that love was the flower of life; and
blossomed unexpectedly and without law; and must be plucked
where it was found; and enjoyed for the brief hour of its
duration。
To Ursula this was unsatisfactory。 She thought she still
loved Anton Skrebensky。 But she did not forgive him that he had
not been strong enough to acknowledge her。 He had denied her。
How then could she love him? How then was love so absolute? She
did not believe it。 She believed that love was a way; a means;
not an end in itself; as Maggie seemed to think。 And always the
way of love would be found。 But whither did it lead?
〃I believe there are many men in the world one might
love……there